30 days left!

Arthur and I have a  little countdown clock that tells us how many days are remaining in our countdown to our "guess date" of July 11.  Today, it says 30 days left!

 

Mostly I'm feeling really good, and trying to stay as positive as I can.  There are some moments where I feel overwhelmed, or sad, or tired... but for the most part, I try to remember how badly I wanted this and how ready I am to be a mom. 

I'm really excited for my baby shower this coming Friday, it's the last one before Baby Finn arrives.  Arthur and I are hosting it at our house, mainly because we want people to see our nursery since we've worked so hard to get it ready. 

Arthur was working on a baby shower game yesterday called The Price is Right.  He wants people to guess the prices for some of the items on our baby registry.  I thought it was cute that he was getting a game ready to go for the shower.  :)

I requested sugar cookies for one of the treat options at the shower because Arthur's mom makes the most delicious sugar cookies and frosting.  I can't wait to eat one!  Yum!

Arthur and I have continued to make sure we're practicing our Hypnobirthing techniques every night before bed.  Sometimes it's really difficult to get myself into a state of relaxation, but Arthur is really good at reminding me what to focus on and what to relax with.  I am really going to rely on him to keep me focused when I feel like I'm not able to stay relaxed.  I am so lucky to have someone who is as dedicated to the type of birth I want to have for my first baby. 

My next Midwife appointment is on Friday, I will be having them weekly now.  I will be tested for GBS (Group B Strep), and that will determine whether or not I need an IV antibiotic before I push my baby out.  I have been drinking a ton of water, and eating yogurt every day.  I'm not sure if that will help, but I know that I've been feeling good, with no problems so far... so I hope that I get a negative result. 

How far along:  35 Weeks, 5 Days
How much time left:  4 Weeks, 2 Days

Top two symptoms:  When I'm at work, it's a backache from sitting in my work chair.  When I'm at home, it's usually exhaustion or backache.  Today I've been pretty tired, but that might just be because I haven't had my nap today.  :)

Favorite thing I ate today:  An ice cream bar from Skinny Cow.  It's chocolate with salted caramel and pretzel chunks with vanilla ice cream.  So good!

Mood:  I felt a bit down last night, and tonight I'm feeling much more balanced.  Every day is different.  As I get past the last few milestones at work before I move to my new role/prepare for maternity leave, it takes stress away. 

Worried about:  I'm starting to worry about whether or not I will be ready when he gets here.  There are still a few things I want to do before he arrives, such as making some playlists for my Hypnobirthing, and packing my bag for the hospital.  I know I can't do a lot of packing this far in advance, because I need most of the stuff I'll be packing... I just need to be patient and attack the things that are most important right now. 

Excited for:  Friday's baby shower.  I'm excited for everyone to see Finn's nursery and I'm looking forward to seeing all of Arthur's family.  We made some cute invitations and paper mailed them to a few people who didn't respond on Facebook.  I really hope everyone who we invited can come.  :)  If you weren't invited, and you'd like to come, let me know by sending me a Facebook message and I'll add you to the baby shower group.  :)

Weekend Recap - Saturday and Sunday

So, to continue with my weekend recap!  I didn't get a chance to blog yesterday, and for that I apologize.  I know I committed to every day this month, but some nights I get so tired!  That's pretty normal for being 8+ months pregnant, right?  ;)

So on Saturday morning, Arthur and I were able to sleep in a bit.  I woke up around 8 because I heard my niece Brielle out in the living area talking.  There is nothing better than waking up to that.  :)  I went out there and hung out with her for a little while.  Arthur woke up and we ate breakfast.  My mom made some really good pancakes and scrambled eggs.  I loved the pancake... it was so good!

A little later that morning, my brother and his wife showed up with my nephew Jackson.  They decided to go swimming, so I watched them do that for awhile. 

Around noon, we all had a lunch of turkey sandwiches and chips.  I had one, it was delicious.  We then all got ready and headed out to Heber to go on the Heber Creeper railroad.

We arrived and waited for them to allow us to board the train.  We got on and found a seat in the oldest car.  As we went on the ride, it was pretty warm, but the breeze coming in through the windows was good.  I loved watching how excited Jackson got as he rode the train.

The whole train ride was about 90 minutes long, and when we got back my family and I drove up to Main Street in Heber to go to a restaurant called the Dairy Keen.  We waited in line and ordered our food.  I got a cheeseburger and French fries.  We took our food across the street to the park since there wasn't a lot of room in the dining area at the restaurant.  We sat at the pavilion and ate our dinner.  It was really good, and I appreciated being able to eat something... pregnancy makes you hungry!

After we ate, Arthur and I left the park a few minutes before the family because we needed to get food for breakfast in the morning, since we were cooking.  We went back to Park City and stopped at the Fresh Market.  We got eggs, potatoes, turkey sausage and bread for French toast. 

We got back to the condo and put the food away and hung out with the family.  We played some games, but I couldn't stay up too late because I was pretty tired. 

The next morning, I woke up at around 9 and got Arthur up to make breakfast.  We made cinnamon raisin French toast, white French toast, turkey sausage patties and shredded hashbrowns.  Everyone commented about how delicious everything was.  I was happy to get to cook for my family.  Arthur did a lot of the work, but I helped a little.  :)

After breakfast, I took an hour nap and got up to play some more games.  We all played Wacky 6s and that was really fun.  Sitting in the chairs at the table hurt my back, though... so I had 3 pillows for support. One behind my back, and two in front to support my stomach.  Ugh!

After we played games, Arthur said he wanted to go for a walk to the main square of Park City by the Alpine Slide.  I got ready and we walked down with my mom, my sister, my brother and his wife along with their kids.  Brielle couldn't go because she was napping.  She had not been feeling well the day prior, so it was good that she rested.

We all walked around and checked out the activities.  I'd love to come back some day and take Finn on some of the fun rides and stuff. 

We all walked back up to the condo and Arthur and I packed to go because we needed to get back in time to clean up the house a bit and do laundry before a new week.

We said goodbye to everyone and headed back to our home.

When we got there, we prepared dinner and watched some TV.  While we were eating, the power went out and we were really surprised, because the power rarely ever goes out.  We have underground powerlines, so it is very uncommon for it to happen.  We called the power company and they confirmed that there was an issue with a fuse.  The power came on after about an hour of being off.  Phew!

That night we did laundry and got ready for a new week.  Overall, the weekend went by really fast but it was really fun to spend some time with my family away from home.  :)

Weekend Recap - Friday

I wasn't able to get to a computer on Friday to update, and I was out of town for the weekend with my family so updating was really tough yesterday.  I wanted to make sure to blog today so I could at least catch up.  :) 

Friday was a good day, I was able to work from home in the morning.  I really appreciate that I have that benefit with my job so I can have a day in the week that I don't have to rush to get to work super early.  I normally get to work on Monday through Thursday at 7:30 AM and work until 6 because Arthur works 4 10 hour shifts, and we carpool.  So by the time Friday rolls around every week, I've already worked 40 hours as it is.  I love that I can chill out a bit some Fridays and get caught up on a few things.

Some good news related to my job that I haven't yet posted... I applied for a position working on a team that manages the knowledgebase at my job.  The knowledgebase (or KB for short) is a tool that teammates use when they take calls to look up answers for common questions the customers ask when they call eBay.  I applied for the job a couple of months ago and the hiring process was a bit slow, because they were posting it in Europe too.  I was able to pass the first interview round, which was with the person who would be my boss, and his boss.  I also passed the second round, which was a written assignment to see how well I would do actually working the job.  The last round was with a couple of the people who are already on the team.  I was offered the job just before Memorial Day weekend.  I was so excited to hear that I'd gotten it!

I will work in my current position until June 26th, and then I will move into my new role until I go out for maternity leave.  I will admit, it will be nice to not have to worry about my work here while I go out.  I am the type to stress about making sure everything is going smoothly while I'm away from the office... and being in a new position will force me to not stress because I won't to know too much about the job as it is, only be in the role for a couple of weeks until my due date.

I will be out on maternity leave for 6 weeks, and then I will take 6 weeks off for what is called "bonding time".  It's an optional benefit I can take, but it is unpaid.  I will then take 4 more weeks off for my 5 year eBay sabbatical.  Once you have worked for eBay for 5 years, the company gives you 4 weeks off, completely paid, on top of your normal Paid Time Off accrual.  I ended up saving mine back at the end of 2012, which was my 5th year.  I wanted to add it onto my maternity leave so I would have 16 consecutive weeks off to spend with my baby.  I'm so lucky to be able to have this time, and I'm definitely going to take advantage of it.  :)

Anyways, back to the updates.  So after work on Friday, Arthur and I went to our 35 week doctor's appointment with our Midwife.  I was excited to hear Finn's heartbeat and check in to make sure things were looking good.  We went in and waited for a bit, but not as long as I had to wait for my previous OB at past appointments.  She was really tired because she had been on call all day before and the previous night, and then had to come to the clinic for day appointments.  She was still attentive and remembered everything she needed to, which I appreciated.  Having no sleep and working two days in a row is really tough, I know.  She answered my two questions that I had and checked his heartbeat.  My questions were about the position he is in as well as about his hiccups. 

She had me lie on the table and she felt my stomach to locate where he was.  She confirmed that he is head down and his back is facing my right side.  She also told me that hiccups are totally normal, and are good practice for his diaphragm and lungs.  I felt great after hearing these two answers from her.  She measured me and my fundal height was at 34-35cm, which means he is measuring right around where he should be for 35 weeks. 

We left our appointment and went to have a late lunch at a Mexican restaurant in Sandy because Arthur had a Groupon.  It was really good, and the servings were big.  I had a beef burrito with beans and rice on the side.  Arthur had a seafood burrito with shrimp.  We then got ready to head up to Park City to meet up with my family.

My mom and Dad had traded their timeshare weeks to get a few units in Park City for the week.  Because I have to work all week next week, I told them we would only be able to stay Friday and Saturday nights.  I was really sad to not be able to stay the whole time, but I figured I would give as much time as I could.

We arrived up there around 6:30 or so and got unpacked and settled.  My sister and her husband and kids arrived around 8 or so and we all had pizza and stayed up and talked.  I shared a bunch of my Hypnobirthing information with my sister, and I was really grateful to hear she'd like to try it on her next pregnancy.  She is very into natural medicine, and so I figured some of the information I had to share would be interesting to her. 

We went to bed pretty late, around 12:30 AM, which is the latest I've gone to bed in awhile.  I was pretty tired, but Arthur and I still made time to practice our Hypnobirth breathing and a script as I went off to sleep. 

I'll be posting Saturday's update soon!  Check back!

 

My Favorite Hypnobirth Video

I've done great with updating my blog every day this month!  I don't always post that I've updated on Facebook, so I suggest that you bookmark my blog and check back if you're interested in reading it without notification.  :)  My URL is http://theminersonline.blogspot.com/

Anyway, on to the topic for the day!  :)  Every night before bed, Arthur and I are practicing our Hypnobirth exercises.  It's crucial that I am able to move into a state of complete relaxation when I start having my early labor contractions.

I find that breathing and relaxing is really easy for me, and so I feel like my Hypnobirth will be successful.  One of the first examples I saw of Hypnobirthing was on YouTube.  I found a really great example of a hospital Hypnobirth when I was first researching it. 

Some of the things that really stood out to me was the fact that she was so far dilated, and she wasn't screaming in pain or on her back.  I also was surprised that she wasn't holding her breath during pushing.  This was really different from all of the stories I had heard of birthing.  How would the baby even move if she wasn't bearing down?  I didn't understand.

Now that I've been through the class, and I understand how breathing can deliver the baby for you, it is something I am really excited for.

The other thing I loved about this example was how alert the baby was after, and how agile the mom is, walking around so freely and not hurting or exhausted.  I will have this!

I decided to share this cool video of my favorite hospital Hypnobirth example.  Let me know what you think!
   

Just Another Wednesday!

It's been awhile since I just had a normal blog update about my daily routine.  Personally, when I read blogs that other people write, I like the ones that tell me more about their daily lives.  That is the most interesting part of blogs, in my opinion.

Today I woke up very early, at 4:55 AM.  This is fairly normal for me because my body usually gets me up at that time because staying in one position for too long while I'm asleep can be uncomfortable.  I am sleeping with 5 pillows at night to support myself, so once I've exhausted every toss and turn, I usually have to get up. 

My morning routine is pretty specific.  I get up, make a breakfast of lowfat fruit yogurt and bran cereal, eat that while I take my vitamins and check my Facebook.  I get into the shower and get ready at 5:45.  I am then ready to carpool with Arthur by about 6:45 every morning.  This morning was different because I wasn't feeling very well.

I told Arthur I didn't want to carpool today and I went back to sleep until he was getting ready to leave.  When he left, I got up and started to slowly get going.  Some days this just happens, and I have to be patient with myself if I can't keep up with the pace all of the time. 

I got to work a bit later, and all of the Maternity parking spots were taken.  As I was driving past the parking stalls for Maternity to check, there was a man, yes a MAN getting out of his car where he'd just parked in the last available stall.  I may or may not have glared at him and shook my head.  He just kept walking to the building.  I guess I can't judge him, maybe he has a good reason.  All I know is that if you're going to park in Maternity, then you should at least be a female.  :)

I went in to work and stayed busy the whole day until I left around 5.  I got home and checked the mail and I saw that my birthing gown was here!  My birthing gown is something I ordered to wear to the hospital to have my baby in.  There is something about the hospital gown that makes me feel like I'm sick, or a patient.  I don't want to feel that way, so I ordered something that is functional like a hospital gown, but still helps me feel like a woman.  It's brown with a blue tie.  The shoulders are Velcro so breastfeeding is easy.  The front unties so the back can be exposed if needed.  It's long enough that it covers my knees.  I tried it on and I'm so happy I got it!  It's going to be nice to have something comfortable to wear in the hospital that doesn't make me feel like I'm a patient in.  :)

 After I tried on my gown, I needed a nap.  Arthur came home at 7:30 and I was still napping.  He made dinner even though it was my night.  Arthur is a champion!  I appreciated not having to cook.

We watched America's Got Talent and a few other shows while we ate dinner.  My back was hurting so I took a quick bath and now I'm just getting my blogging wrapped up before we go to bed at 11.  That's a pretty normal day for me aside from the fact that I didn't carpool.  A little boring, maybe - but I know that my life will no longer be boring in 36ish days!  :)

Another update tomorrow!  :)
 

11 Year Surgiversary!

June 4 is a special day.  11 years ago today I underwent Gastric Bypass surgery.  I was 19 years old.  It's a pretty special day for me because on that day 11 years ago, my life changed forever!

I was always overweight growing up and I never felt like I got the chance to be "normal" when I was a child.  I was always the most overweight kid in class and I never felt like I fit in quite right.  Even when my mom wrote in my childhood journal, she talked about how she was worried about my weight at 4, 5 and 6 years old. 

In my mid-teens I had to hide how I ate from my parents.  As I got into my late teens, I started to not care and ate what I wanted, when I wanted.  I really lost all control.  I would store food under my bed or in my closet, afraid that someone would find my "stash" and take it from me.  To this day, I am known to overbuy at the grocery store because I still worry about not having what I will want/need.  That never goes away.

My parents always had my best interest at heart.  My mom took me to doctors from the age of 6 on.  I was always kept on a strict diet and exercise program, until I was 18.  I visited a weight-loss camp twice in my teens to try to force a healthy lifestyle change by removing me from my every day environment.  This did nothing but expose me to social situations I was not ready for, and only pushed me to think about the day I could come home and eat.  My friends always ignored my weight problem and tried to include me the best they could.  I had a very hard time trusting good friends, and still do to this day. 

The list of things I tried is long, and the amount of money spent is high.  Monthly doctor's visits, therapy, Weight Watchers, diet pills, crash diets, "zone" diets, blood type diets, exact menu diets, weight-loss camp (twice), expensive weekly hypnosis sessions for 1 year, shakes, meatless and even fasting were a few of the many things I tried.  Once I realized that I was dealing with a true addiction, I knew that no diet could help me.  I knew that I needed an "intervention".

Overeating to me was very calming.  It sometimes made me very happy or excited if I mixed it with other activities, such as eating socially or eating in front of the computer/television.  I found that when I ate, I instantly felt better, more healthy, and happier.  I would compare it to any addiction, from smoking, to drugs or alcohol.  It was (and is) the same process in my brain, and it is just as hard to quit. 

I had the desire to be successful - I always had my final result in mind.  I was taught from a young age to visualize myself achieving my goal.  My struggle was with the method to get there.  I couldn't stand the taste of diet food, and I had mental breakdowns if I had to force myself to diet.  I felt a sense of panic and alarm when I knew I had to say no to fast food or treats.  I hated not feeling like I could choose what I wanted.  Diets and exercise took my freedom from me, and I hated feeling like I was forced to do something that made me feel so miserable.  I also saw minimal results - which was disappointing time after time.

Eventually, once I decided how I was going to tackle my problem by having gastric bypass surgery, I had mixed reactions from my family and friends.  My mom was excited for me, and worked hard to help me accomplish the goal.  My dad felt I had the ability to change on my own, and encouraged me to work on my weight the "right way" of traditional diet and exercise.  This was frustrating because I knew I had tried it, and wanted to prove him wrong. 

Some of the physical issues I struggled with were a lot of gastric problems such as indigestion and heartburn as time came closer to my surgery.  I could feel the acid climbing up my esophagus, and it was diagnosed as acid reflux.  I also suffered from sleep apnea and after being tested, realized I quit breathing during the night multiple times.  I noticed that the sleep apnea led to tiredness during the day to the point of narcolepsy.  I lost 2 different jobs from falling asleep at my desk.  I didn't think this had to do with the sleep apnea, but my doctor informed me that it did.  Even from childhood on, I had suffered from high blood pressure.  I had no energy, and I was very depressed emotionally.  These were just a few of the physical problems I was dealing with right before surgery.

During the months before surgery, I had been "job-hopping".  I often quit jobs or was fired because I had started to lose interest in life at the age of 18.  Employers did not like that I appeared sloppy as an overweight person, despite how well I dressed or how professional and intelligent I was.  I had numerous relationships, and all of them felt very superficial.  I could not travel or spend a lot of time in places that did not accommodate overweight people well.  I broke chairs, I ripped clothes, and my personality was over the top.  I started to not care about anything.  Everything was a joke, and nothing could keep me emotionally stable.  I was literally out of control.

The simple fact offered to me by my doctor was that I would be dead before I was 30 if I continued to gain weight as I was doing.  The sleep apnea combined with the acid reflux and gall bladder disease, my body was on a fast track to death.

On June 4, 2002 I was my heaviest at 349 pounds.  On that day, I had open Roux-en-Y Gastric Bypass surgery.  The goal of the surgery is to re-wire your intestines and stomach, and to make a pouch so just a little bit of food can be allowed in the stomach.  The nutrients are absorbed into the intestines, and sugars and fats are instantly absorbed into the blood stream.  This causes the body to react to a small amount of sugar as if it is a lot.  The result of eating ice cream or other sweets is called "dumping", or what I sometimes call "death".  This violent physical reaction to unhealthy foods is what helps someone who is addicted to food stop their bad habits.  It could be compared to an alcoholic being hungover to the point of passing out every time they take a couple of sips of alcohol.  It trains the body and the mind to not want unhealthy things.  This combined with the reduced size of the stomach forces the body to want less food, and mostly all healthy food.  It is a great tool that takes the choice away from the food addict. 

I saw results very fast, loosing 35 lbs in the first month.  By 2 years after I had surgery, I had nearly hit my goal weight of 149 lbs, which is a 200 lb weight loss.  I have gained back probably 75 of these pounds, but after 11 years, I consider it to be a great accomplishment to have kept it off for so long.  Most of my weight gain has been in the past year or so since I've started trying to conceive and being pregnant.  I'm excited to get back on track once Finn is here and I can focus on a lean diet and some great rigorous exercise. 

I really feel like I have a unique story and that I've been super successful.  Some may consider me still overweight based on how I look today... but I am still very proud of the journey I've taken to come as far as I have since I was 19.  Now, I'm not going to be dead by the time I'm 30, I'm alive and about to bring another life into this world.  How cool is that?! 

Now, I try to help others when they are in the process of trying to decide whether or not to have surgery or which type of surgery is right for them.  I usually ask questions to understand why they are dealing with obesity in the first place.  To understand their triggers and the root cause, I can then help them decide on the best surgery option for them... or help them see if surgery is even right.  There is no specific answer for any person, because everyone is so different.

I am excited to have Finn here so I can show him healthy eating habits while still allowing him choices when he is starting to eat as a toddler and a child.  I know I can't make a big deal out of food, and I know that I must allow him the ability to choose from a variety of healthy options.  I have to set an example for him and I know he will follow my lead.  This is a big responsibility, but I am confident that I am ready for it! 

Here is me before:

Happy 11 years to me!  And here is to many more!   :)

70th Post and Pregnancy Update

Can you believe there are only 38 days left until my "guess date" of July 11?!  I am so surprised that the time has really flown by since my 20 week ultrasound.  I think the first half of pregnancy is definitely the most  challenging. 

Last time I updated about my pregnancy, I was just over 30 weeks along.  I am now 34 weeks, and will be 35 this upcoming Thursday.  The physical changes have definitely been more drastic over the past few weeks, and I've really started noticing how different my body is getting as I get further along.

The biggest changes are how I'm moving around, and how I balance my body.  I am carrying Finn really far back, and so I often get comments about how much I'm not showing, or that people are really amazed that I have just over a month left.  I know that when you have your first baby, you may not show as much as a second time mom does who has already been stretched and her body is able to accommodate a growing baby.

I had a tummy tuck back in 2005 and so my lower stomach is very tight where the plastic surgeon tightened my stomach muscles and removed skin from the weight I lost from gastric bypass.  Finn has been hanging out mostly sideways, and I can usually feel his feet and legs towards the top-right side of my body.  I think he is positioned upside down with his head at my pelvis.  This is a good thing, and I think my positioning techniques are working. 

In our Hypnobirth class, Arthur and I learned about positioning techniques that will help Finn be in the best position for birthing quickly and easily.  This position is him facing backwards (towards my bottom), with his head down and his feet straight up in the air.  If he faces forward, looking the same direction I look, it can be a really painful back labor.  I am trying really hard to keep my body in positions that encourage Finn to be turned the right direction.  One of these techniques are to "make a hammock", which means lean forward as often as possible and make my stomach like a hammock that encourages him to relax into my stomach with his back facing the front.  I think I've done a pretty good job so far, but I know he can turn as time comes closer to when he arrives.

My only complaints these days are a sore back and the occasional headache.  I really do feel good most days, and I surprise myself when I remind myself that I am almost done.  I think I assumed that pregnancy would be so much more miserable at this time.  Part of it might be the stories I've heard and part of it could be from what I've seen on TV/movies.  I think my attitude has a lot to do with it, and the fact that Arthur doesn't have much tolerance for negativity...  He is really great at reminding me of the positive things like "At least you're pregnant!"  Anytime that Baby Finn is rolling around on my bladder, or hiccupping for the millionth time in a day, I verbally say how grateful I am that he is moving.  I really appreciate how active he is.  :)

I haven't felt any "practice surges" or Braxton Hicks contractions.  I sometimes feel my stomach get hard, but then I wonder if it's just my imagination.  I occasionally get minor cramping in my lower abdomen and so that could be it.  I really am looking forward to the real feeling of a legit contraction, because to me it will mean progress.  I hope I maintain this positive outlook and excited mentality.  I do see many people in my life who get to the end (39, 40, 41 weeks) and start to say that they want the baby out now.  I think since I still have 5 weeks left until this point, I am not yet feeling that stir crazy emotion.  I am not sure it will happen for me, but I know that I am prepared for when I start to stress out about his arrival.

I have our next doctor's appointment this coming Friday with our new Certified Nurse Midwife.  She met with us 2 weeks ago, and I loved everything about her.  She works with a group of Nurse Midwives who back each other up and deliver babies at American Fork Hospital.  I was so grateful to have her say some of the things I have been hoping for in the person who would deliver my baby.  I made the right choice to "fire" my OBGYN.  I will tell more about this in a future post.

I didn't want to publicize it, but I have decided to post every day this month in anticipation of Finn's arrival.  This will give me something to focus on every day, and it will help me to document the progress I make as I get closer.  If I miss a day, I won't beat myself up, but I am definitely going to make a very conscious effort to try.  :)

How far along:  34 Weeks, 4 Days
How much time left:  5 Weeks, 3 Days

Top two symptoms:  Backache and headache.  I've got Tylenol and a blanket I use at work to keep my back supported.  I am now sleeping with 5 (yes 5) pillows at night to help myself feel supported.  I sleep really well most nights, which I appreciate.

Favorite thing I ate today:  Fresh green beans from Costco.  SO GOOD!

Mood:  Excited now that time is getting closer to his arrival.  I am more excited for the birth process than anything.... is that weird?!

Worried about:  I'm not worried about too many things at this point.  I think my main concerns is that he will decide to come early and he will mess up my last few weeks of plans before he gets here... but if he gets here early, then it must mean he's ready.  I know he's pretty much done cooking, he just needs to fill out a little before he comes out.  I want a healthy fat baby boy!  :)

Excited for:  Time off of work!  I will be taking 4 months off starting when Finn arrives.  I get 6 weeks maternity leave, 6 weeks bonding time and 4 weeks paid with my eBay 5 year sabbatical.  That equals out to be 16 whole weeks!  I won't have to go back to work until November.  How nice is that!?  I am excited to have a brief taste of being a stay-at-home mom.  Arthur likes to bet that I will go stir crazy, but I think I will do just great.  I am looking forward to a break and to focusing on something that isn't an email or a PowerPoint.  ;)