Today is the day after I found out that I'm expecting. Today, I am in a good mood, which is nice. I am a little tired, but mostly I am crampy and my back hurts. I was really hungry earlier in the day but now I'm less hungry.
I talked to two of my close friends today about my pregnancy. The only reason I felt comfortable telling them is because I have been discussing the whole trying to conceive thing with them for like a year. I need to be able to talk to someone aside from Arthur so I feel less insane when something comes up that I need to talk about. So far the response has been very positive and excited for me. I feel somewhat sad because they are both still trying, but I wish I could communicate to them that their time will come. What doesn't change about their situations is that both of them are ready and willing to love a baby, whether it comes from inside of them or not. That is what is constant and unchanging. I tried to reaffirm that to them multiple times while we were discussing earlier in the year and hopefully they still understand that.
In other news, we're going to my family's house today to celebrate Halloween. I'm excited to see the costumes of the kids. I want to take a million pictures.
I am still not ready to tell anyone outside of the select few because I'm not ready to deal with telling everyone if the pregnancy doesn't work out.
Lastly, I took one more test this morning just to triple-check (literally) that I really am pregnant. And, it came out positive. So, 3 out of 3 must be good, right? :)
Tomorrow will be my first day back to work knowing that I'm definitely pregnant. We'll see how I do... More again tomorrow.
I talked to two of my close friends today about my pregnancy. The only reason I felt comfortable telling them is because I have been discussing the whole trying to conceive thing with them for like a year. I need to be able to talk to someone aside from Arthur so I feel less insane when something comes up that I need to talk about. So far the response has been very positive and excited for me. I feel somewhat sad because they are both still trying, but I wish I could communicate to them that their time will come. What doesn't change about their situations is that both of them are ready and willing to love a baby, whether it comes from inside of them or not. That is what is constant and unchanging. I tried to reaffirm that to them multiple times while we were discussing earlier in the year and hopefully they still understand that.
In other news, we're going to my family's house today to celebrate Halloween. I'm excited to see the costumes of the kids. I want to take a million pictures.
I am still not ready to tell anyone outside of the select few because I'm not ready to deal with telling everyone if the pregnancy doesn't work out.
Lastly, I took one more test this morning just to triple-check (literally) that I really am pregnant. And, it came out positive. So, 3 out of 3 must be good, right? :)
Tomorrow will be my first day back to work knowing that I'm definitely pregnant. We'll see how I do... More again tomorrow.
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